. .

i have a glorious mess on my
.bold.canvas.
spare me some twilight moments,
let me rest peacefully.
i need to relax, let go, free myself.
accomplish me something, woman.
suffer I may, but suffer evering else,
it may.
i am no longer dealing with "organized chaos."
NO.
it's just chaos.
disaray of...
her, him, this, that.
I NEED AN OUTLET.
teach me to relax,
help me let go. (of everything)
.WITHDRAW.
paint me something serene,
and make it snappy
(i can't calm down)
the important things are
.failing.
so much intensity, it only means
ONE THING-

nothing is going to get done.

• On Tuesday, May 23, 2006, snowdrop (2148) wrote:
  
  The tension in this write is spelled out on my nerves..this was me yesterday.
  
  
• On Wednesday, May 17, 2006, Nail Bunny (184) wrote:
  
  OOOH... I like it! it is sortof intangible, what i think about it, but please know that i enjoyed it immensley
  
  
• On Tuesday, May 16, 2006, Thorn (356) wrote:
  
  I do hope the fun times and good moods of late have helped you feel better. ♥♥♥
  
  
• On Sunday, May 14, 2006, Vexed (88) wrote:
  
  calming down, relaxing, those two things not happening speaks to me of the past week I have lived and yet there is a time and a place relaxation actually reaches for you...
  
  
• On Sunday, May 14, 2006, dying angel (1076) wrote:
  
  "(i can't calm down)/the important things are .failing." the ending was great. and that line just blew me away.
  
  
• On Sunday, May 14, 2006, The Zebra Warrior (2209) wrote:
  
  like the ironing or dishes? Nothing much gets done here either ha ha - ok thats a tripe comment sorry. I dont know if I can teach you to relax -try radox I guess? Chaos theory in practice.
  
  
• On Wednesday, June 28, 2006, The Zebra Warrior (2209) wrote:
  
  what a dweeb this guy is..idiot, move over and let me comment..tsk tsk..Jill..well done, crazy poem!!