Too Weary To Live Life

My world is just a time loop
Perpetually growing darker
Always spinning faster
Going down deeper
And my mind
An empty shell
Filled with unseen horrors
I can’t stay still
Unable to breath
Through these tears
My world has shattered
Beneath my feet
And I fear
That i'm losing it
Losing control of me
For I can’t see
Pasted this fog
A rain storm in my head
Swelling behind my mind
And my poor eyes
Are so very very tired
I wish I could just give up
Just close my eyes shut
But for some reason,
Unbeknownst to me,
I still live on
Through every tedious day
And every torturous night
I’m still breathing
Unfortunately
And my soul
It is so deeply exhausted
Like someone has ripped a hole
Inside of me, and has worn me out
And with my physical body
Every movement is such an effort
Everything aches
I’m just so incredibly tired
Maybe tonight I’ll find some rest. . . .
I hope so, for I can’t handle this pain any longer

• On Tuesday, December 15, 2009, Silent Meadow (17) wrote:
  
  been there; actually.... am there. Yeah I know everything is fucked but hey just keep writing.
  
  
• On Saturday, May 6, 2006, mywristshurt (449) wrote:
  
  you brought tears to my eyes and an aching pain in my heart.. i can only imagine every horrible detail of life you've been through
  
  
• On Tuesday, April 4, 2006, Kali Ma (48) wrote:
  
  You do an excellent job of describing this feeling. I have felt this way before, and this brings it all back in vivid detail. Amazing poetress ;). ~ Asheai
  
  
• A former member wrote: The darker the night gets the closer you are to the sunrise, keep your head up, ~sinful~