Kiss of Death

Dreaming of being in your arms
wishing for that secure feeling
that feeling that no matter what I’ll always be loved.

Drowning in a pool of my own insecurities
I wish for your comfort, I long to have
you kiss away the pain of life.

But you disappeared long ago leaving
without notice, you left me alone here
in a world of depression and shame with
the slice of a knife.

I keep dreaming of your face,
I always hear your voice during the day,
I feel like you are there when I go home.

Why did you take your life that day?
Why did you leave me here alone?
Did you wish to hurt me?
Were you hiding something?
Give me a clue!!

I’m coming to join you,
I can taste the kiss of death
as the blade pierces my tender flesh.
Make ready for me my love,
for I have arrived at Death’s Gates.

~Jennifer

• On Tuesday, May 6, 2003, IceDragoness (225) wrote:
  
  In the beginning I thought the love had just left, such a sad turn of events, these things leave me guessing and begging for more and I really do love it ~Dawn
  
  
• A former member wrote: It must be she, who else could you be? Do you remember your past, the eternity that should have been? Remember dear, for you must.
  
  
• On Wednesday, March 26, 2003, Kytin (16) wrote:
  
  Mortal soul I know not of what you speak. I am not the she you wish me to be. I am but who I am.