Watch him pack his bags as he prepares for his Navy leave
Listen to
him talk to people about going overseas
Wondering why the Navy has
to take him far away
Hating them for forcing him when they know he
wants to stay
Hoping, by some strange fate, he doesn’t have to go
Denying it will happen as the date begins getting close
Thinking
about how you’ll miss him even when you argue sometimes
Knowing
when he leaves you’ll have to try to keep from crying
Riding to
the airport to hug and watch him go
Walking with him to the hanger,
anxious for him to board
Hugging him and holding on, afraid to say
goodbye
Trying to hold back tears but they fall, no matter how hard
you try
Crying into his uniform, you feel him hug you tight
Shaking
your head as he tells you it’ll be alright
Telling him you love
him, that you’ll miss him every day
He tells you nothing will change,
but you know it won’t be the same
Letting go to watch him walk to
climb the stairs
Knowing the tears won’t help, but you don’t really
care
Trying to be strong, you take a breath and smile
Waving
towards the plane, holding up for just a little while
The plane has
flown away, and the tears come back with force
Wiping your eyes as
if it’ll help, your heart filled with remorse
Riding home without
him, nobody says a word
Each one dwelling in their thoughts, feeling
the worst has just occurred
That night you fall asleep with gentle
tears your only comfort
Hoping that the time he’s gone will be quick
and oh so short
Dreaming about the happy times, the family before
he left
Mom, your sister, your brother, and everybody else
Mourning
is unavoidable, but it gets easier with time
You wonder and you worry,
but you know you’ll hear from him
Casting away your sadness, you
act strong for every one else
And, over time, things get better, and
you can smile to yourself
Six months gets closer to the date, and
soon you’re on your way
The airport isn’t far now, it’s his
arrival day
Communication had been scarce, but today it doesn’t
matter
You stand with your family, waiting for the plane, your mind
a thoughtless chatter
You watch them begin coming off the plane, watch
the families embrace
Watch the smiles that appear and the happy tears
that cascade
And here he comes, a walking relic, your daddy coming
towards all of you,
A smile on his face, and a happiness shining through
Before you know it, you’re running, jumping up into his hold
And
he hugs you back, just as tight, his happiness uncontrolled
And everything’s
okay again, your daddy’s back from his endeavor
And all that matters
is he’s back, and you get to drive him home together
You may have
missed him while he was gone, but he missed all you too
And he's just
as happy as you were, when he came home to you