There was
Something so calming
Watching your breathing slow to
a stop
And how your eyes
Rolled back into your head
I’m not fond of bleeding
Strange as it sounds
I get aroused
It stops
The scratching noises
When you finally stop
kicking and moving
Peaceful and still
Until it calls again
Shook from my sleep once more
I didn’t look for
What
had found me
How could,
I want to stop myself
From
running to the last exit left
In burning rooms
With others
screaming on fire?
They all are so random
I don’t hate
you
God told me to