My Undying Letter To You

Sometimes, I lie awake at night.
Wondering what I'd say if it came a time.
When I couldn't be with you.
I'm a little paranoid.
Slightly crazed.
I can't help but think.
Any day is my day.

The sky could fall on me.
My lungs could collapse.
My heart could stop.
Would you know I love you?
I love you with each breath.
I know we don't talk much.
Sometimes we fight all the time.

Words we say could leave bruises.
But, know baby you make my world spin.
You make my heart race.
You give me hopes and dreams.
I just want a piece of me to be here.
If anything could surely happen.
I'm on a clock.
It ticks up and down.
Deeming my fate with the tick tick tock.

I know it could happen.
I know it could start.
When maybe you'd never know.
Baby, you are my heart.
I want to have kids with you.
I want to walk down the aisle.
Smiling happily at you.

Knowing today is the day.
It could be a car.
It could be a plane.
It could just be walking across the street.
Would you know?
I thought of you.
Every day,
Every single minute.
All the seconds.

You were a part of me.
Constantly.
Flowing within me.
Imprisoning me.
I am controlled by the emotion I feel.
The love that fills me entirely.
I know it sounds depressing.
I know it sounds impossible.
But, I want you to know.
You are my every heartbeat.
The lyrics I sing to.

The blood that pumps in my veins.
Calls your name,
sings it blissfully.
I am completed.
Whole knowing your love is mine.
Knowing your heart is chained to mine.
I sigh out.

I want to spend my life with you.
Each and every day.
Holding your hand.
Side by side, it's the only right thing.
I just want you to know.
No matter what happens.
I love you dearly.
You are my everything.
I hope these words touch you in a way.
That is unexplainable.

Don't be saddened.
Don't doubt.
That each day.
I am yours.

I am completely and utterly yours.
I just wanted you to know.
My heart is ticking ticking tock.
Away.

Any day, I won't be here.
Just remember.
I will always love you.
Entirely.

Even if; we don't get goodbyes.

• On Wednesday, April 1, 2009, blue (1605) wrote:
  
  I know/feel this write entirely. Every word. ~b
  
  
• On Tuesday, March 31, 2009, Echoes of Orpheus (693) wrote:
  
  And what a perfect letter it is... Now I'm wishing this idea had come to me earlier, I love the statement.
  
  
• On Tuesday, March 31, 2009, Dissolving Poet (784) wrote:
  
  You can't always be the brilliant mind ;)