N2O

I was actually quite delirious when I wrote this. So I'm submitting it as is, though you may not understand.



To know what it feels like
when it's crawling around inside my stomach..

A swollen balloon
only half full.

And what do you see when you look through me?
The lump in my throat,
the red making its way out.

We bleed
but share no fusion.

Abuse of reason.

Choke
But I can still breathe
as I watch you hesitate.

My hands are so cold,
Sharing this space with a corpse.
The embodiment of myself.

And when you hold them too
do you feel just the same?

Raw meat on a plate.

Redistribute and Replicate
Another me but I'm not you..
Somehow..
I still feel the same.

Drowning screams stretching endlessly through tunnels of metal.

• On Monday, December 31, 2007, Mab (1193) wrote:
  
  I know this feeling...reminds me of my own violent flower ;)
  
  
• On Saturday, December 29, 2007, King_Crazy_Dave (357) wrote:
  
  shit kills your brain cells
  
  
• A former member wrote: I think its profound. Bravo!
  
  
• On Saturday, December 29, 2007, RubyXero (525) wrote:
  
  very interesting...like your thinking of many things, and i cant catch even half. nicely combined tho...i like poems like this.
  
  
• On Friday, December 28, 2007, Mylissa (1128) wrote:
  
  I love it...perfect, it makes you think and spin. Lovely!
  
  
• On Friday, December 28, 2007, Bella Butchery (947) wrote:
  
  this reminds me of alkaline trio... but with a more poetic and metaphorical twist.... nice to see you posting again