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Kurt DID NOT kill himself...and Kurt is NOT DEAD.


"Its better to burn out than to fade away" -Kurdt Cobain


"I look at the cross then I look away

give you the gun...blow me away" Deftones - Change (In the House of Flies)




Mother mother how's the family?

I'm just calling to say hello.

How's the weather? how's my father?

Am I lonely? heavens no.

Mother mother are ya listening? just a phone call to ease your mind.

Life is perfect, never better, distance making the heart grow fond.

When you sent me off to see the world,

were you scared that I might get hurt?

Would I try a little tobacco,

would I keep on hiking up my skirt?

I'm hungry,

I'm dirty,

I'm losing my mind...

Everything's fine!

I'm freezing,

I'm Starving,

I'm Bleeding to die...

Everything's fine!

Yeah, I'm working, making money, I'm just starting to build a name.

I can feel it, around the corner, I could make it any day.

Mother mother can you hear me, sure I'm sober, sure I'm sane.

Life is perfect, never better, still your daughter, still the same.


- Tracy Bonham (Mother, Mother)














Email: syn@razorsedgeradio.com

Syn's Works

Poetry	2005-05-03	Distopia
Poetry	2005-03-16	Make me your slave...If only you'd keep me
Poetry	2005-03-16	2 minutes After...The truth in mind
Poetry	2005-01-29	Coming Down
Poetry	2005-01-24	Tell Me...
Poetry	2004-12-30	The Taste of Salt
Poetry	2004-12-30	Lost Cause
Poetry	2004-12-27	Abandon
Poetry	2004-12-18	Not Now (If Only To Save You)
Graphic Art	2004-12-16	Pierced...
Graphic Art	2004-12-15	My Eyes (Lost of You)
Poetry	2004-12-10	It's When I Close My Eyes
Poetry	2004-12-01	Expression
Poetry	2004-10-30	Breaking
Lyrics	2004-10-23	Let The World Go On
Poetry	2004-10-06	Fuck It (I'm not angry...Where'd you get an idea like that?)
Poetry	2004-10-06	Better Man
Poetry	2004-09-08	My Thoughts - The Truth Revealed Pt II (Realization)
Poetry	2004-09-08	Grim R(e)aper
Poetry	2004-09-08	I Need an Ending.
Poetry	2004-09-08	Perpetuation (In The End)
Poetry	2004-09-06	Breathe
Poetry	2004-09-05	Poison Lips
Poetry	2004-09-04	Wake (Be Not Persistent)
Poetry	2004-09-03	Cloak of Death
Poetry	2004-08-30	Empty Canvas
Poetry	2004-08-26	Again (Yearn)
Poetry	2004-08-21	Purest Intentions
Poetry	2004-08-19	Escaping The Light
Poetry	2004-08-18	In Love And Death
Poetry	2004-08-17	Just A Question
Poetry	2004-08-16	What I Mean...
Poetry	2004-08-11	Abyss
Poetry	2004-08-09	Yearn for the fittest
Poetry	2004-08-09	Demons
Poetry	2004-08-09	Bl(o)(o)d R(a)ins
Poetry	2004-08-08	These Satin Sheets (Death In You)
Poetry	2004-08-08	The Death of a Prophet
Poetry	2004-08-08	Fuck You...You know who you are...
Poetry	2004-08-07	to be (eternity within you)
Poetry	2004-08-07	i dont want to die but it hurts too much to live
Poetry	2004-08-03	Contraband (Secrets Revealed)
Poetry	2004-08-02	These Tears (Bittersweet Time)
Poetry	2004-08-02	Dark Poetry Error
Poetry	2004-08-02	The Cutting Game (Love the pain)
Poetry	2004-07-29	Carpe Diem? No.
Poetry	2004-07-28	never (our time shall remain even if we dont)
Poetry	2004-07-28	i dont give a shit about a damned title
Poetry	2004-07-28	Disenchanted
Poetry	2004-07-28	you were my life
Poetry	2004-07-21	Life and Times
Poetry	2004-07-21	Life or Death?
Poetry	2004-07-21	Can't Hide From This
Poetry	2004-07-21	Quietly Die (All I Can Do)
Poetry	2004-07-20	On My Knees (No More)
Poetry	2004-07-20	Somewhat Obscure
Poetry	2004-07-19	Torn
Poetry	2004-07-17	Movement As One
Poetry	2004-07-17	Captivated
Poetry	2004-07-15	Salvation - 4 Easy Installments of $99.95
Poetry	2004-07-15	Fading Fastly
Poetry	2004-07-14	Trapped (Ill Reflection of the Mind)
Poetry	2004-07-13	He Will Hurt Her (Taboo)
Poetry	2004-07-13	Eyes On Me
Poetry	2004-07-13	A Variation on a Twist (Beatings)
Poetry	2004-07-13	Desparation On a Kiss
Poetry	2004-07-13	Bleedfest 2004
Graphic Art	2004-07-11	Lover's Moon
Poetry	2004-07-11	Your Prison
Poetry	2004-07-11	Blocked...
Poetry	2004-07-10	Shades of Endearing
Poetry	2004-07-10	W A R N I N G
Poetry	2004-07-09	Is this Hell?
Poetry	2004-07-09	Kill You
Poetry	2004-07-09	Cant take this anymore
Poetry	2004-07-09	Ramblings of Missing You
Poetry	2004-07-09	I Love You With a Twist
Poetry	2004-07-08	Aspire
Poetry	2004-07-08	Faerie Wing Dreams
Graphic Art	2004-07-07	Evil
Poetry	2004-07-06	No Light At the End of My Tunnel
Poetry	2004-07-06	The Last Supper
Poetry	2004-07-06	The Work of a TRUE Artist
Poetry	2004-07-05	Why Do I Write?
Poetry	2004-07-05	My One Weakness (Lust of the taste)
Poetry	2004-07-05	Defense
Poetry	2004-07-05	Deathly Kiss
Poetry	2004-07-05	What Your Love Means To Me
Poetry	2004-07-04	Dreams
Poetry	2004-07-04	Indifference
Poetry	2004-07-04	Clueless
Poetry	2004-07-04	Your Temple (Not what I thought it was)
Poetry	2004-07-04	To love means to...
Poetry	2004-07-03	Me
Poetry	2004-07-02	Your Ways Inflict Upon Me
Poetry	2004-07-02	How does it feel?
Poetry	2004-06-30	Wings Tattered
Poetry	2004-06-30	I Beg (With Me)
Poetry	2004-06-30	Misplaced in You
Poetry	2004-06-30	Existence
Poetry	2004-06-30	Our Minds Entwined
Poetry	2004-06-30	Hickory Dickory Dock (Syn Style)
Poetry	2004-06-29	Closer
Poetry	2004-06-29	Succumb
Graphic Art	2004-06-29	Psychosis
Poetry	2004-06-29	Tonight
Poetry	2004-06-29	Captured
Poetry	2004-06-25	Bastard...In every sense of the word.
Poetry	2004-06-25	My Suicide Note (written at age 16)
Poetry	2004-06-25	Suicide Sunshine (written at age 15)
Poetry	2004-06-25	And So I wait...
Poetry	2004-06-25	When you wake up alone
Poetry	2004-06-25	A Cutter Transformed
Poetry	2004-06-25	Longing
Lyrics	2004-06-25	Misfit
Poetry	2004-06-24	Daring Death
Poetry	2004-06-24	Why do we wish to bleed?
Poetry	2004-06-24	Masters of Sleep
Poetry	2004-06-24	Sea Monster
Poetry	2004-06-24	A Single Red Rose (An Ode to Solace)
Poetry	2004-06-24	you will not disobey Me (a work in progress, I think)
Poetry	2004-06-23	Razor Blade Dreams
Poetry	2004-06-23	Cut Too Deep This Time
Poetry	2004-06-22	The Smoke From My Lips
Poetry	2004-06-22	A Postcard from the Dark Side.
Poetry	2004-06-20	Hippie with a Handgun
Poetry	2004-06-18	Closure
Poetry	2004-06-17	like the way you do
Poetry	2004-06-17	I wish...you
Poetry	2004-06-14	Walking Metaphor
Poetry	2004-06-14	Need...Medicated.
Poetry	2004-06-14	Brainwash
Poetry	2004-06-14	You - An Ode to Someone
Poetry	2004-06-14	Maggot - An Ode to No One
Poetry	2004-06-14	Mirror - My reflection
Poetry	2004-06-13	She
Poetry	2004-05-28	The End
Poetry	2004-05-20	The Syn within
Poetry	2004-05-17	O/our Lust
Poetry	2004-04-09	Your Suicide Night
Poetry	2004-04-08	Mistress
Poetry	2004-04-08	Somewhere in between
Poetry	2004-04-01	Dedicated to the only one that's held Me
Poetry	2004-04-01	Death Becomes Me

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