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STANDstillfraMEMORIES:
this deception is blinding me
tripping over the wings of my soul
leaving quills of love scattered
along this dark path leaving me no choice
but to patiently wait for a sign
to overcome this obstacle
keeping me at a
standstill

who should i ask for a second chance
to the second chance that i've been given
but i'm bleeding from this lance
in my side,i thought was ending,but's just begining
-me-

and i never thought i could forget about
you offered twice but i would surely doubt
i thought of who i was and not what you were about
i never gave a chance to be like you
i never thought about what you went through
now i know what hope is
now i have a focus
now i know what hope is
now i have a FOCUS

now i'm singin after all
givin purpose
no longer scared to fall
-the bob ferrari five-

On Friday December 10th, 2004, sinfully_decadent (582) writes:
we all drown in self-contemplation and restrained passion sometimes, hopefully you find an outlet worthy of you though because a soul like yours deserves to be on display ~kristy

CONSTANTLY:
i am constantly pouring my heart out
to you
but it seems to do me no good to
proclaim my love
i am constantly getting shut down
by you
leaving me more than ready
to leave

i am constantly waiting to hear
from you
but it seems that i'm just alone
in this
i am constantly breaking myself down
for you
and all this time i'm
beating....

myself/on this ledge/
ready to jump off this cliff of/
chaoticonfusion
falling/into this abyss/
of suffocated love/
choking me out

you are constantly telling me how much
you love me
lying to cover the lies you lie
down with
you are constantly fixing my broken
heart
just to shatter our love again as i
shatter.....

myself/on this ledge/
ready to jump off this cliff of/
chaoticonfusion
falling/into this abyss/
of suffocated love/
choking me out

just because you think i'm playin another game
with your mind,with your heart
well you're wrong
yes you're wrong

i am constantly living without you
but now i can't live
if you're not
happy
-me....set in stone...(my band)-

and
not to pull your halo down
around your neck and tug you off your cloud
but
i'm more than just a little
curious how you're planning to go about
making your amends
to the dead-"The Noose" by APC

@10:30:26happilydepressed misfired
Solace and Knightmirror are poetically perfect

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Poetry	2005-12-01	frag/ments (w/the brilliant bakkhus unbound)
Poetry	2005-11-25	eviction of a broken heart
Poetry	2005-11-24	The Cost Of Free Will
Poetry	2005-11-24	scaling the scale
Poetry	2005-11-24	glimpse
Poetry	2005-11-22	simpliCITY OF SIN
Poetry	2005-03-31	flashback of feelings
Poetry	2005-03-30	lovestruck hate
Poetry	2005-03-13	bitterbLAND of Sadderdays
Poetry	2005-02-18	Life Reveals What Is Dealt Through Seasons
Poetry	2005-02-12	keep a lookout
Poetry	2005-02-11	Ocarina Of Orphaned Tears
Poetry	2005-02-10	insightful outlook
Poetry	2005-01-28	smoky supple sunstroke
Poetry	2005-01-27	voluble vision
Poetry	2005-01-26	specks of blue (w/the starbound Solace)
Poetry	2005-01-26	creased crucifixion
Poetry	2005-01-25	recycled weather
Poetry	2005-01-24	shadowhisperer
Poetry	2005-01-20	Empty knights (mirror inside me)
Poetry	2005-01-19	Gasp of Life (with my brother braindead_poet)
Poetry	2005-01-19	extremities
Poetry	2005-01-16	concert of windquakes
Poetry	2005-01-16	hailstorm of headstones
Poetry	2005-01-15	me myself and i (seen through my souls eyes)
Poetry	2005-01-15	scapegoat without horns
Poetry	2005-01-14	listening to love
Poetry	2005-01-14	mediated medley
Poetry	2005-01-11	Sweet Deal (w/the unbelieveable Urban Shipwreck)
Poetry	2005-01-09	staring beyond the misted mesh of the smokescreendoor
Poetry	2005-01-08	Bronze Cavern Realizations (with Urban Shipwreck)
Poetry	2005-01-04	Umbillical Cord of the Universe
Poetry	2005-01-04	nearfar
Poetry	2005-01-03	Stillborn Sacrifice
Poetry	2004-12-30	grabbingrace
Poetry	2004-12-28	merely
Poetry	2004-12-23	Something About Silence
Poetry	2004-12-22	Writhing Under Wreckage
Poetry	2004-12-22	sinfully in love
Poetry	2004-12-19	Hypothetic Pondering
Poetry	2004-12-18	Answer The Door
Poetry	2004-12-17	Circus in the Castle
Poetry	2004-12-16	Orchestrated Opinions (silver)smilesliverses
Poetry	2004-12-15	Blossom (w/the superb sinfully_decadent)
Poetry	2004-12-14	origami oceans
Poetry	2004-12-14	[silver choke hazzard] (w/DoctorAsh)
Poetry	2004-12-11	The Last Night Of The First Day
Poetry	2004-12-10	outshined stars (for sinfully_decadent)
Poetry	2004-12-09	chainlinkisses
Poetry	2004-12-07	The Sins of Humanity Drown in Her Ocean (w/suicideseason)
Poetry	2004-12-04	running
Poetry	2004-11-24	appetite of angels (w/the talented sinfully_decadent)
Poetry	2004-11-23	missing
Poetry	2004-11-22	where are my enemies now? (w/the sensational Solace)
Poetry	2004-11-21	To Whom It May Concern
Poetry	2004-11-19	afterbirth/\afterthought
Poetry	2004-11-19	forgotten
Poetry	2004-11-15	The Drive
Poetry	2004-11-14	dreamsurreal escape (feat. Life is Beautiful)
Poetry	2004-11-11	tears of crying tears
Poetry	2004-11-10	knightmirror
Poetry	2004-11-10	voCaligraphy (wasted time)
Poetry	2004-11-10	wrinkled shadows
Poetry	2004-11-07	crossroads at crossroads
Poetry	2004-11-07	Static Pattern (Feat. the beauty of Lynaes)
Poetry	2004-11-06	perfectly rooted music (an unborn thought)
Poetry	2004-11-06	Full Circle (no deposit)
Poetry	2004-11-04	ignorance (love on a shelf)
Poetry	2004-11-01	A Song Sung In The Season Of Love (for elisa2)
Poetry	2004-10-27	hourglass
Poetry	2004-10-22	Driftwood
Poetry	2004-10-22	start over
Poetry	2004-10-15	NOITARTLIFNI (feat. the brilliant Cognitive Dissonance)
Poetry	2004-10-13	my disabled petting zoo
Poetry	2004-10-12	myrid kunim carcanagie
Poetry	2004-10-11	shadow face
Poetry	2004-10-09	nearing the ends terms
Poetry	2004-10-09	torn between sides
Poetry	2004-10-04	/for you\/from you\
Poetry	2004-10-02	appreciate
Poetry	2004-10-02	homesick
Poetry	2004-10-01	feel sorry for me
Poetry	2004-09-28	Ethereal Waves (w/the immaculate NikesPleasure)
Poetry	2004-09-27	i'm a ______ too
Poetry	2004-09-27	torn plastic mache smile
Poetry	2004-09-23	anxious
Poetry	2004-09-22	$treams of obscured dream$ (an enchanted epic)
Poetry	2004-09-22	i can't forgive myself
Poetry	2004-09-20	dreaming of a better life
Poetry	2004-09-20	cloudy lamposts on silver lined streets
Poetry	2004-09-19	The Rebirth Of Death
Poetry	2004-09-18	IF
Poetry	2004-09-16	Sponge of Sensations (w/ the phenomenal NikesPleasure)
Poetry	2004-09-09	levels of perception (you know???)
Poetry	2004-09-05	i am an open book (read me)
Poetry	2004-09-03	empty table (my last supper)
Poetry	2004-09-02	Festivity of Space
Poetry	2004-09-02	Inside the Enemies Hands (repost)
Poetry	2004-09-02	Feel Me???
Poetry	2004-07-25	down
Poetry	2004-07-25	forever in eternity (feat.the exquisite glasshouse)
Poetry	2004-07-21	(Soul)mate for life
Poetry	2004-07-21	EnchanteDeparture
Poetry	2004-07-21	Heavens Graveyard (an ode to Talking in Gusts)
Poetry	2004-05-12	insanity's parasite
Poetry	2004-05-07	The Song She Sings//Memory Of Us (with Lynaes)
Poetry	2004-05-03	such a gorgeous night
Poetry	2004-05-03	Glimmer (with Lynaes)
Poetry	2004-05-01	Raking Rain
Poetry	2004-04-30	Out Of Control(with special guest Braindead_Poet)
Poetry	2004-04-29	Withering
Poetry	2004-04-27	Two-Way Mirror(featuring anth)
Poetry	2004-04-26	I Don't Know You Anymore
Poetry	2004-04-25	7 Words Save Me
Poetry	2004-04-23	Halo's Roots
Poetry	2004-04-22	Trip
Poetry	2004-04-19	Staircase Of What Is Not Meant To Be (so i continue to fall)
Poetry	2004-04-11	Conception(With Dancing_Monkey)
Poetry	2004-04-11	Be Happy 2-Day
Poetry	2004-03-09	The Grave of My World(with special guest:suicideseason)
Poetry	2004-03-09	Harvesting Hurt From a Heavy Heart
Poetry	2004-03-03	evaporated shards
Poetry	2004-01-15	wake up to daydream

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