Hello people of DP... I've been on here for almost two years now and I realized I hadn't revealed my name to every one yet. I'm Katelyn.
This is me with my fiddle >>>>>>>>>
(yes, Im in my bathroom, the acoustics in there are amazing)
I've been through a lot, and have been hurt a lot, but who hasn't... My mistakes follow me everywhere I go, I'm slowly learning to live with them but I wont deny that it is a struggle. I'm broken, I'm lost, I don't know where I'm going or what awaits me, but I'm still young so maybe I'll be found one day, hopefully before death takes me.
Insanity has been by my side since childhood, so I guess I'm not completely alone.
I've learned not to fear the dark, and it's where I currently reside. Shadows are my friends, 'cause the light just hurts too badly. Happiness is temporary, it's fake, full of lies, so I don't know why I constantly search for it.
I can be really negative sometimes, but I'm a really passionate person who is capable of love. I don't hate anyone who has hurt me, rather I hate myself for opening up and giving away my heart.
Although living in this world of pain, there are some things that still bring a smile to my face. I love writing, reading, art, and music. I write out my emotions through poetry. I've been drawing and painting since I was a kid, so I guess you can say I'm artistic. I play a little piano, but I'd have to say my violin is my favorite, I've only been playing for six months and I'm already in love.
I have to give gratitude to my favorite bands, 'cause without them I don't think I'd be alive. Beyond the Void, ThreeDaysGrace, MCR, HIM, Metallica, Evanescence, The Cure, you guys have helped me through so much. (There are MANY more but that'd be too long of a list).
Oh, I also love Anime! Some say I'm too old to be watching it but I dont care. Haha.
Well I think I've said enough... If you want to know more you'll just have to ask ;)
Thanks to all who read and comment on my work, it means alot to me and it is so greatly appreciated!
"When all else fails, music gives me hope." ~Anonymous
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