I never knew it felt this way
is this what it's supposed to be
Feeling ignored, in the way, alone
that's how it felt to me

I still feel this way now
but add jealousy to that stack
I'm just the loser waiting here
but my shell is starting to crack

I remember what the parties were like
but...my heart is still calling to me
It's telling my to not let you go
but i just wish i could be free

I'm dating again, but i wear a ring
this promise i will always keep
I'll never give my heart so fully
this emotional shit's too deep

And I can see it now
a few years down the road
I know that we will meet again
but my heart will have just gone cold

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