I kinda stopped doing this thing for a while. I didn't have anything to say for a while. Well, I'm 20 now, for my B-day Becca made me some cd's. I really like them alot. I had a great time at the dance w/Becca. She is the first girl i've ever told about my past. She told me she felt love for me when i asked her how she felt hearing about my past. I love her so much, I wish we could just runaway together. I am planning on moving to Ephriam to go to school with her. I want to spend the rest of my life with her, but i get afraid that i woln't be able to provide for a family, that i won't make her happy, or that she will find someone else. For our one month anniversary, we went minigolfing and to a movie, it was really fun, but my allergies were killing me. I've gotta find some glue so i can glues stuff in here (into my journal). I kissed her on my birthday, sometimes thats all i can think about, how close we were that night. I get embaressed kissing her, because i never want it to end. I've been really sick lately, and everything feels like a chore. I almost hate to do anything but sleep. I tried to fix my car today, but they gave me the wrong starter type, I'm just fed up with that car now. well i'm tired of writing, so gbye.

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