It's been a busy few days. I went to Vernal, did my paperwork, and got everything ready. Before I left though, I talked to Rebecca and asked her to be my girlfriend again, before she said we hadn't gone out enough, that she really didn't know me well enough yet. She said she would decide while i was in Vernal, and tell me when i got back. Well i had a really hard time while i was in Vernal, because i was afraid Rebecca would say no, and crush my hopes. I made plans with Chase to drink myself into a stupor if she said no. I prayed that she would make the decision that was best for her, and I felt much better. I also decided that drinking wasn't worth it, that i would just be depressed as long as i needed to be to get over her. I figured that i would tell her to wait to answer me until after the Velvet Revolver concert, so I wouldn't feel like "that guy" with Rebecca. I watched Dogma, and decided that she wouldn't like it for a date movie. Too many f words... I got the other movies i like though, Army of Darkness, and Driving Miss Daisy. I'm both excited and nervous to hear Rebecca's decision, I prayed about it so the best thing for both of us will come about. End.

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