the weakest part of my entire being
the slowest part of my sadistic mentality
the dumbest part of my stupidity
emotion is the worst part of me

i fell to my knees because of the weakness in my heart
"love" what a word, only there to tear you apart
joy, happiness and calm are just cruel illusions
after hours of thought that was my only conclusion
but love... the blade that will strike you down that it real
as real as the lack of sensativity i feel

Pity, only there to make you second guess and regret
make you slow, open and make you forget
make you forget that you've been here before
make you forget you've already been through that door
you know damn well whats on the otherside
pain, torment shame is all you will find

compassion, that will slow your mind
you'll act so stupid when you are kind
caring causes a lack of IQ and sence
make you do irrational things without pretence
thinking your doing the right thing as you lose control
thinking you can win, while your captured without parole

but hate, hate can be used to win
hate is the only strength you have within
only hate can make you continue
when all else expires within you
hate will allow you to do things you want to
vengance gives you the plans you know you must go through

i know i may not be overflowing with pure emotion
but raw sences survive within me without violation
it may not seam it but i do hold my emotions very high
hatred gave me the will to fight when i should have died

i feel
what i feel is real
it is within
it is overwhelming
it is comming out
jake i gone
Jacob is back


luthus i call for thee
come to here and set me free

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