for all the tears i've hidden under your orders that only the hardest may call themselves real men. i now shed tenfold at the loss of my reason to be strong.

you said you loved me but how can i have your love without your trust?
how could i have your heart when you don't believe mine belongs to you?

there is a drushing feeling dep within my chest that lets me no somehow...

you'll never be mine

but now yet again you leave me alone.
you leave me with nothing.
you leave me with a searing hatred
that i'm directing at myself.

maybe i'll just prove myself again.
they say what does not kill you, makes you stronger...

i'm still alive.. by now i should be inderstrucable. if not a god.

but somehow it still hurts to know. you never loved me.

and maybe never will.

and maybe i'll walk these streets alone forever if i continue to try be with you..

there are reasons to stay. reasons to go.

reasons to try. reasons to run

reasons to cry

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