What do you call this? Does it have a name?

It's not hate. Hate is a more pure and refined of an emotion.
It's not sadness for the pit of my stomach does not feel that empty

this feeling..

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD

It's like anger that has already lost it's edge.
If it rained on me would the cool splashes wash some clarity into me?

I know something is coming, Is it good?
I know i'm falling! I just havent fell yet

This feeling seems right somehow?
It's almost like i need it, but when it comes i don't want it.

it's as stopable as a train...

how can i vent an emotion i don't understand?
how can i control this feeling that controls me?

IS THERE A LIGHT AT THE END OF THIS TUNNEL?

is there an end to this...

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