DarkPoetry -|- saellem -|- He cares so much. I just want to fuck. Am I lying to myself?

He cares so much. I just want to fuck. Am I lying to myself?

When should I start caring? when should stop?
Everytime you say " I love you" I mumble it back
I dont really love you. Do you really love me?

Were so young...
Why dont we just be teenagers?
I just want to fuck your brains out.
NO commentment.
But somehow there is.

I want to let you go
Realeasing you phsycally is nothing
Emotionally I am attached to your presence

Its horrible when I cant fight you.
Why did you have to come into my life?
I would do better without having you here for me

Your changing me
You let me know what love honestly is
    OR
what LUST really is

I hate lusting for you
I never needed a guy before
Why do i need you

You feel that empty space in me
As you feel that space your changing me
   changing me...
changing me for the worse
Your making me do better
Slowly perfecting me

I'll never be perfect
In your eyes I am

Right now I wish you would just vanish
Just die off of this earth
No trace of you...

         Okay I lied.

I am so dependant on you
Maybe I do love you...

Your just a Guy I'll never need you.
Why do I keep on LyING to myself?

   I do love you for now...
Please ruin me...
So It'll teach me not to love you

Copying this work to another webpage without author permission is plagiarism.
Plagiarism is a misdemeanor, usually punishable by fines of $100-$50000 and up to one year in jail.

Comments on He cares so much. I just want to fuck. Am I lying to myself?

If you [Log In] as a member you can discuss this work with others

On Monday August 8th, 2005, An Expired Member (1) writes:

Brilliant! That's exactly how I feel sometimes with my boyfriend. I can't live 4 days without breaking down into tears to more. Then there's the other times where he's just a evil *!?$# to me.

On Tuesday July 5th, 2005, Velvet_Raventon (693) writes:

Great work! Some guys want to commit so bad, it's weird. You'll know when you'll find the right one, but for now, don't force yourself to do or say anything like I love you... It's not worth it.. Keep writing, ~V.

On Monday April 18th, 2005, DarkWolf (442) writes:

What a twisted and unique way of looking and writing about something.. very well done.

On Monday April 18th, 2005, ElegantKiss (399) writes:

Excellent display of emotions. So many relationships are like this. I felt tugged in different directions while I read this. I loved how you were brutally honest even about your own faults. Excellent write, dear.

On Monday April 18th, 2005, FlashDark (24) writes:

i like it...kinda sounds like what my ex would write about me in the past few months, agh...ncie write

On Monday April 18th, 2005, Brenya Rose (187) writes:

Wow, I'm going throught the exact same thing right now. I'm in love with the guy, but I don't want commitment. It's like, security and comfort or experience and excitement. It's tought decision, huh?

Navigation for Text Browsers
Things to Read Home Copyright Policy Bugs

Owned and operated by GeniusWeb.com LLC

© 1996-2008 Matthew Steven
You must agree to our terms of service in order to to access this site

Need help? Reach us on the poetry site resource page.

Printed from www.DarkPoetry.com/dp/9272/60922 on Saturday November 22nd, 2008 01:50 PM

Certain elements © 1996-2008 Matthew Steven (matts.org)