Angelic acts are what i perform.
When i offer the shoulder to cry on.
As i tell u what u need to hear.
For the truth comes as well though some truth i do fear.

And i offer a smile when one is needed.
And i understand how some people are so conseeded.
As well as a positive out look if u want it.
And ovcoarse my love is always there and well always remain to be.

For it is easier to be positive for others than it is to be positive for messirable old me.
After all i offer all these things and a friend ship for i know i will always have urs.
And it is the least i can do for u.
Besides u are the one who is there for me.

You are the one who gives a damn about how i feel and about me.
You are the one who understands just what i mean.
And soul mates is what we could truly be.
Who knows i say i do not belive in faight or destiny but yet as u wish that fact i will leave to them to desside.
If in the end we should be.

Though personaly i think u would do much better with out me.
To add to the confusion of ur life.
Forcing u to deal with all my problems and bull shit no matter how hard i try not to.

I truly do love u and always will but i have no idea what to do.
So i will do what i do best sink away in to the darkness and wait untill u need me.
Then i will be whatever u need me to be.
So untill then i will continue to commite my angelic acts while i slep away into darkness to fight with the inner demon to keep in control.
For i fear that he will win some day soon and what i fear greater than that is that i may like it to much.
That is what he says every time with his cocky little smily showing off his bloody little fangs.
But then all i hear are clangs between our claws and fangs.
Ripping and tearing at each other like two wild animals with uncontrolable anger and rage.
Over come with sorrow that turns to anger to fuel our battle.
Though lose i will not for that is not an option for i fight for u to keep u safe from the demon i have inside.
Although a hero is not what u want and u are perfectly capable of saving ur self but i couldn't bear hurting u again like i have in the past.
That i could not bear to do to u.
Because i truly do love u.



(i know not really my best but its the best i could get out of this writers block i seem to have.)

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