securing insecurity

a feeling you run from
making your mind race with you
an endless sea of possibilities

it starts with depression
a mind and soul crushing feeling washing over
paralyzing the body and leaving it numb

next comes the inferiority
daily reminders of where your really are
placing you at the bottom, where you belong

desperate tears

desperate crys

desperate attempts

its all a part of your mind
the insecurities that grip you
plaque your mind

so cry

choke

sulk alone

the security is simple
knowing it'll come back
just hope it doesn't consume you

• On Thursday, August 3, 2006, The Crimson Queen (1064) wrote:
  
  This just blew me away, my own words just don't seem to reach my mind as I am still drowning within the depth of your words.. This was tragically beautiful enough to steal away my breath.
  
  
• On Thursday, August 3, 2006, elisa (1894) wrote:
  
  finding the bottom of the bottomless pit is more than most could ever fathom......an ineffective sense of self.....a paralyzingly piece.
  
  
• On Thursday, August 3, 2006, snowdrop (2154) wrote:
  
  .."the security is simple/knowing it'll come back.." Intriguing stream of thoughts, set my mind to reeling. Solid write. Extremely well done, dear. Thank you.
  
  
• On Wednesday, August 2, 2006, Dissolving Poet (784) wrote:
  
  This was just overwelmhing it just sunk me to the body of a river and left me drowning it holds a darkening hope that only shines so brightly ~Gothic
  
  
• On Wednesday, August 2, 2006, dying angel (1076) wrote:
  
  i liked the title a lot. i wish we didnt let things get to us so badly. "its all a part of your mind the insecurities that grip you" that is so true. this piece hold truth and wisdom.
  
  
• On Wednesday, August 2, 2006, Loketha Angel (138) wrote:
  
  Wow, this was...actual truth, i feel. I know you are going through rough times, but always remember, no matter where you are, you can always call up me up.