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slut without apologies (where pills fail me)

all right

so maybe
i like spending
most of my time
with my hands
between my legs
maybe
i like a little
kink
with my
love
maybe
i'm happiest
when i'm in bed
with someone
feeling them
slam
into me
hard
rough
fierce
cum
and emotions flow
with it
sticky sweet
and
tender

call me
a slut
if it'll make you understand
or say
i'm a free spirit

wanna know
why
i am such
a whore?
why
i succumb
to slavery
to being sacrificed
over and again?

because

i don't allow myself
to express
feelings
in the canned soup
we call life

i let myself
go bland

but
in sex
in bondage
in pure
unadulterated
fucking

i can be me
i can cry
and scream
and let my feelings go

i can be helpless
and needy
and vulnerable
and loved

and
the sweet relief
of orgasm
tires me out
so that i
can recover
from the intensity
of feeling
everything
i left
bottled
on forgotten dusty inner shelves

the comfort
of a warm body
next to me
makes me realize
i'm not alone
and i
am
at last
untroubled
at peace
safe

so yes
i love sex
and i
am a kinky little minx
i like my pleasure
with a touch of pain

i won't apologize

and this is why

sex
allows me
to be the person i am within
i can fight
i can lose
and it's all right
i can be
frail
weak
and it makes me more desirable

i don't want to be an equal

i want
to be
fucked

i want
to be forced
to enjoy myself
to let go

i want my hair pulled
as my cunt
is filled
with thick
hot
humanity
i want to be
slammed into
i want
to be an animal
who is just driven
by primal desires
reasonable fears
and never
ever
doubt
i want to be able
to struggle
and weep
and cry out
and yet
have my emotions
pour out
in spite
of
me

there is
more therapy
in sex
than i have ever found
in pills
and roundabout questions

more safety
in bondage
and leather whips
than i ever felt
in leather chairs
and the bondage
of
hospitalization

sex
allows me
to be
myself
without
having
to justify

in the buckled restraints
that i strain against
in the floggings
that burn my skin
in the feral way
i am
fucked

there is
salvation

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On Wednesday March 5th, 2008, Miss Mars (380) writes:

so incredible. the lines 'more safety ,in bondage and leather whips than i ever felt in leather chairs and the bondage of hospitalization ' are awesome. i enjoyed this alot. -mars

On Monday January 28th, 2008, xserratedsoulx (284) writes:

gorgeous. i love the line 'i want to be forced to enjoy myself.'

On Sunday December 9th, 2007, XxDarkPhilosopherxX (3) writes:

Great work... simply amazing !

On Monday March 5th, 2007, xserratedsoulx (284) writes:

i.am.breatheless. fucking beautiful.

On Tuesday January 16th, 2007, Astra Dei (649) writes:

this was perfect.

On Sunday December 31st, 2006, Methos (154) writes:

A truly wonderful picture you painted. Shallow waters, covering over depths that i fathom are limitless. Very interesting work, a personal fav...-Methos

On Thursday November 2nd, 2006, Sanctuary (84) writes:

Unbelieveable...simply left me speechless. Incredible imagery and emotion. I felt like I could not only see what you were saying but feel it as well. Awesome

On Wednesday August 16th, 2006, K_Love (701) writes:

Beautifully said. I'm floored. All my words have completely left my mouth, I bow down to this :)

On Monday May 15th, 2006, TornPaperDoll (75) writes:

I understand this...i have tried to portray this in many works but i just end up looking easy.No...when it comes to sex...us woman have more power than we know!LOVE IT! TPD

On Saturday November 12th, 2005, An Expired Member (12) writes:

I don't know what to say . . . Amazing fucking Amazing .

On Sunday October 2nd, 2005, sIo (895) writes:

s p e e c h l e s s

On Sunday July 16th, 2006, sIo (895) writes:

speechless again. amazing write.

On Saturday July 16th, 2005, Sticky Kitty (329) writes:

wow. left me utterly breathless. This sent shivers down my spine. You're so fucking honest about everything. It's amazing. -kitty

On Saturday March 5th, 2005, Angi (15) writes:

man i love it cause i love everything you wrote above as well!

On Friday January 7th, 2005, Black_Cherry_Doll_ (93) writes:

Theres nothing else I can say that anyone hasn't already. Brilliant, I love the peek into your soul, which reminds me of mine :)--Steph!!

On Monday October 25th, 2004, Lotophagi (459) writes:

this is just brilliant, and amazing... Thank you.

On Saturday August 21st, 2004, Lord Kalgalath (229) writes:

gods... i love it excellent work Bast

On Saturday February 7th, 2004, Raze Drake (108) writes:

great piece Bast. Congrats on making the Best of DarkPoetry 2003 Finalist.

On Saturday January 24th, 2004, capt_funguy (1006) writes:

your formula for salvation simply can't fail - if you came up with this concept yourself - you're a genius , if someone clued you in , thank them - monumental piece - funguy

On Sunday January 18th, 2004, Daemonicus (657) writes:

incredible! there was a moment there where i started watching it as a vivid movie. amazing in what it's describing, and how it does so. makes me see it from your view and flings aside any stupid arguements i might have (which i dont). great write

On Saturday January 24th, 2004, An Expired Member (2) writes:

now what kind of canned soup are we talking about here? cuz if its regular Campbells, yea thats shit. But if its Chunky Soup, preferably Serloin Burger with Country Vegetables, now theres a soup. if only life could be that. le sigh.

On Friday January 9th, 2004, braindead_poet (585) writes:

not many words to do justice to something as monumental as this... how about....... good.... real, real good ;)

On Friday January 9th, 2004, Jadedwings (361) writes:

Touche...Im feelin you!!! Never beenall the way there... except in my mind...but I kinda thought it would be like being set free of the security blanket that we all carry around. yet it keeps us bound...ya know??? great write I admire you candor!!!

On Friday January 9th, 2004, Jadedwings (361) writes:

Your candor!!!ooopps

On Monday January 5th, 2004, Drea (976) writes:

Kitty, i don't think i have smiled this much in a long time. I adore this (and you). This is an automatic fav. Wonderful. ~Drea~

On Monday January 5th, 2004, Sky Singer (225) writes:

yay!! so glad to see it back! :) and of you don't mind, may i take a quote from this for my profile??? (thought i'd ask before i piss someone off ^_^) i think if i add anymore to this comment, it's just gonna be what everyone else said. regardless, thi

On Monday January 5th, 2004, Sky Singer (225) writes:

---this was heavy, deep, and an absolulety stunning piece of work. ::standing ovation::

On Monday January 5th, 2004, Bast (1007) writes:

take all you want, luvvie, all the words i've said have been said before. :) thanks for the compliment!

On Tuesday January 6th, 2004, Sky Singer (225) writes:

::smiles:: thanks a bunch! and you're more than welcome for the comment

On Friday December 5th, 2003, unusual_blood (94) writes:

It is as if ur feelings, both physical and mental, have been wrenched out and have been placed in writing. It's fucking amazing. 100% true. Round of applause!!!

On Friday December 5th, 2003, unusual_blood (94) writes:

Disturbing in a great sense, deep with truth, it's direct and orignaly expressed. I loved "in the canned soup we call live". I loved it all. Never apologize.

On Friday December 5th, 2003, Nadir (631) writes:

The depth is supreme. Kind of sit and think of a girl that wants to scream out her feelings. Hell this made me want to scream. I get frustrated when reading about people that have more inside then they can get out. I think I know that feeling aswell.

On Friday December 5th, 2003, Nadir (631) writes:

The connection and the salvation in sex... Well cheers, you are going on my favorite list. Tiger

On Tuesday December 2nd, 2003, cre (532) writes:

I enjoyed this . . alot of truth in it you know . . some people fold in upon themselves and wither away when they can't express themselves in ways that seem to be the norm . . the rest of us just find alternate forms of expression . . nice write.

On Tuesday December 2nd, 2003, Mistress Shadow (335) writes:

This is very indepth about yourself, and I must say I love the line "in the canned soup we call life". Good job.~T~

On Tuesday December 2nd, 2003, An Expired Member (10) writes:

Wow, this is an incredible description of sex and it's pros. This is a beautifully written poem into the mind of you. Needless to say - I absolutely loved it. C-ya. ~ Asheai

On Tuesday December 2nd, 2003, Markus Porkwing (725) writes:

This helps me understand your type of thinking. Yay!

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