So cold
So so cold...
Confused and scared
What went wrong???

Why don't you love me??
Why do I care?
Maybe it's b/c I finally gave my heart away
Should have known it was a bad thing to do

WHere did you go?
WHat happened to always being there?
Why did you leave me?
Where do I go now?

I have no home,
I'm hungry
You don't care
No one does anymore.

Friends all left me
Guess they were never really friends afterall.
I'm along
I'm scared.
Help me

The blade taunts me again
It's shinny and lustful
THe pain I'm craving.
I need to be strong.
It's to strong
I'm to weak.

Why do my parents hate me?
Why do they find the need to hit me?
Did I do something I was not aware of?
Why did you rape me?
It was my fault...
Somehow it was..
I just know it...

All these thoughts
Never leaving me alone
I hate to be alone though
But I'm never at peace
Everyone is tearing me apart.
All wanting me to be somone else.
I'm not sure who I am anymore..
Is that bad?

Am I bad?
Am I wrong?
Is that why you hate me?
IS that why everyone hates me?
Is that why no one ever loves me??

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