Struggling...
flushing $20 worth of heaven
down the fucking drain
didn't mean to collapse
into pathetic pieces
as toilet water swirls pill shaped bliss
into shit and filth
my bulimic vomit
I
am
one big fucking addiction
Another fuck up in a fucked up world
pulling myself up to breath
so I can duck back into obsession
I'm another
cutting bulimic popping pills to escape
dragging in the dirt
untill I black out
from lack of blood or food
or too much perscription
I
am
an
addict
Fucking ugly word
Admitting is just the beginning
so I am make the first baby step
to saving myself
I
am
all
I will ever have
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