PLEASE DIE
for as long as you're here
i'm wedged deep within the crevice
of my forgotten urgency
that wants to run away from me
you're brushing away the cobwebs of doubt
muttering your love
your words
as you drop them in my cup of change
then walk away, your good deed made
i remain alone, with you here

we'll never be

i need you now somehow -how can this be-
i calculated the geometric deficiencies
that equal you and me
self-deprication consumes me
you're to blame

i bet you l o v e that

the way you fondle the thoughts of glory and fame
the way you fondle the trigger, then blow me insane
the actions that leave my mouth strapped shut
all my judgements maimed

-"God" is A man-

If he were here today
i promise the fucker wouldn't last a day
nope, not a day
he'd be murdered, raped, completely slained
screaming his final pleas/lies in vain

i'd watch as you'd kiss the bloody feet
of your savior
Noone can save you now
so stop carving the wounds deep within your arms
looking at me, blood streaming down your armor
as though my salvation resided in you

command this and get to your knees
pray.. pray for the day without me
"you've ruined my life" you'll probably say

-you'll get over it darling-
then you'll have nothing to say
i said it, what else do i have to lose
nothing...
no n.o.t.h.i.n.g
but you

i'll lay down for you with ambivalent intentions
spread my legs, open wide
show you the way i pray
if you promise to have your way with me
fuck me gently with a chainsaw
your tongue a one-eyed snake
offering an apple
but my ignorant taste budds cant taste
the suffering of your lies any longer
so i collapse to my knees

you can't take it

-N e v e r- loving -You-
i tried, the best and only way i knew how to try
strapped to the mechanical seat of hypocrisy,
twisting and writhing from on top of you
your hands glued to my thighs
with closed eyes
i murmer a goodbye..
you whimper.. lost in your glittering high
concealed within your hazy eyes
my lips graze the static of your ears
burning my final whisper to the abyss of your dark kiss

"please die"

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