Hello
Welcome to a world I call my existence
To a place where I call my home
To a mind of mysteries
To a forgotten soul
To a man who once knew who he was
But lost it all in a glimpse
Man once Christian
Now been turned Agnostic
Questioning life
God
The World
And everything else in it
Questioning where everything is
The happiness
The love
The respect of others
The ability to trust others
Slowly losing what little I still have in my life
Never being able to sleep
Thoughts never letting me
Looking into a mirage
An illusion of what good still exists
Everyday finding harder and harder to hold onto things that aren’t there
Seeking and searching for a greater good
Wanting something more
But can not have it
Look but don’t touch
Touch but don’t taste
Taste but don’t swallow
What a tease
Living life and looking at the things I can’t have
Needing certain things
Certain emotions to be there
But still knowing that it’s too far out of reach
Listening to the subliminal messages the world feeds onto me
Seeing the world from what it really is
As I walk outside
After thinking of life
I take a look up
Stare at the moon in the sky
Watch the clouds slowly pass over it
And I softly say
Goodbye

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