My actions no longer cease to amaze me
Dumb decisions
Broken promises
Unfortunately have turned me into this horrible creature
Ruining people lives
Betraying other people’s trust
Go behind others backs
I’ve really turn into such a bad person
I can no longer look at myself in the mirror anymore
As everything that I do turns me uglier and uglier
I use to be a good friend
I don’t know what happened to me
I fucked up too many people’s lives to even think that I will ever be good again
I want to be with all my heart
I am really stupid sometimes
I make actions without thinking
When I try to make it better
It only gets worse
Nothing is right in my life anymore
I am no longer this innocent person who everyone loves
What the hell am I
Why doesn’t god just kill me now
To spare everyone of my existence
So I will no longer have any kind of opportunity to mess up anyone’s live
Being good use to be so easy that it was a way of life
Now if I ever try to
I find another way to fuck up
What have I turned into
What have I become
I guess Satan wanted to create another evil
Another spawn

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