Everyday is just the same
People taking out their anger on me
Making me feel like shit
Even though I did nothing wrong
Everything always turns into my fault
One way or another
People always blaming me
Blaming me for their mistakes
People always yelling at me
Yelling at me for their faults
Then when I yell back
Oh what a surprise
Everything is my fault
With this always happening
I no longer feel like a person
Just a stepping stone for everyone else
Just a walking matt to walk all over me
Like I was a piece of trash
Like I was nothing
Everyone finds a way to lower me
Deeper
Deeper
Into the ground
Even the people who say they care about me
Even the people who once said they loved me
Are digging my grave
With each and every moment of my life
They are digging deeper and deeper into my grave
Once it's deep enough
They push me in
Then they throw the dirt upon me
They fill it all to the top
I lay there suffocating in the dirt that is my life
Not even being able to move with all the dirt that is around me
While everyone is looking over my grave laughing
I never asked for this
Not a single bit of it
Since when has that ever mattered
Never
Never has it
Never will it ever matter
Because
I don't matter

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