It's hard to live my life
With the bullshit people say
To try to get me to stay
When all they really do is push me away
People saying they loved having me in their life
Then doing everything they can to kick me out of it
People saying they loved me
Then doing everything they can to hurt me
It’s so hard finding someone to trust
Someone to talk to
Someone to hold on to
Someone to love
Without having to worry about what they did or might do to me
I remember when I use to have some control over my life
With friends who I use to be able to hang out with day in and day out
When fun and happiness was a given
When I woke up everyday with a smile on my face
When life wasn’t so hard
I would have never thought that this could happen
I remember when I didn’t have much to worry
When I didn’t have to worry about things people say and do behind my back
When people didn’t betray me
When people didn’t lie to straight to my face just to make me happy
When life wasn’t a lonely depressing hell
That is all a forgotten memory
Just like me

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