I am 22 years old, and a victim of what you could call false hope. The hope that a marriage with whom you truelly believed to be your soul, your life force, and the only reason your heart beat could survive anything. Well my heart no longer beats to that beautiful rythym. As of 11/29/07 I divorced the only woman I will have ever given my heart to. Now it no longer exists, just blood through veins that keep me alive. It's funny how life works, one day everything is fine and the next you come home to find the love of your life telling you she does not nor has she loved you in a long time, and that it's just over and she wants a divorce. Then to make things worse, you can't even cherish the friendship you once had with that person. Amazing, my whole world crashed in and now here I am trying to take it day by day and be the best that I can. I will leave you with a couple verses from a poem i Wrote titled ~Empty Within~.
With just one touch, she pales my skin.
Her eyes searching deep in mine leaving me empty within.
Her words are so loud, yet they leave her tongue a whisper.
Her lips so smooth and luscious, yet poisonous if I kiss her
She stares ever so longingly into my darkened soul.
There is a light shinning somewhere,but how, I do not know.
Has she emptied me to the point of no return?
For if she leaves me this way, I will surely burn!
Thank You~~Crimson~
P.S. Thanx Circe for all of your inspiration, and what we once had!
