I have been kind of changing alot lately. I thought I knew who I was but I think I was fooling myself more than anyone else, silly isn't it? Lately I have been looking for a place to belong, a home, but it is just a way to keep myself busy I think. I don't feel at home anywhere, yet accepting this seems to help me find a home within myself. Wierd how that sounds..

I have my depression but it comes and goes. usually lasts two to three weeks at a time but it doesn't really bother me anymore. I know it is something I am just going to have to live with. I really don't want anyone else to live with it, it is mine and shouldn't burden others. So for the most part I keep a happy face whether I am or not. One thing I do know is I have empathy from everything I have seen and felt and done and I can relate to most everyone. Now I am just rambling...
I guess I do that.

torn_beauty's Works

Poetry (Depressed)	09/23/2007	excuse me sir, how much am I worth?
Poetry (Personal)	07/24/2007	To stand.
Poetry (Reflective)	07/21/2007	To excite my addiction
Poetry (Personal)	07/19/2007	Passion set aside
Poetry (Reflective)	07/19/2007	Shore to Shore
Poetry (Love)	07/18/2007	At the corner of my eye.
Poetry (Love)	07/13/2007	Love is my tragedy
Poetry (Personal)	07/12/2007	so fickle is this heat
Poetry	07/01/2007	laughter on the telephone.
Poetry (Reflective)	06/28/2007	seasons do forsake
Poetry (Personal)	06/27/2007	Like the Dirty Things
Poetry	06/25/2007	little happy bird obscenities
Poetry (Love)	06/25/2007	i fell, dang it!
Poetry (Personal)	06/23/2007	you tease...
Poetry (Rage)	06/23/2007	And this is what I think when I see your face.
Poetry	06/11/2007	Beaches in my stead
Poetry	06/04/2007	Let it fade
Poetry (Love)	06/04/2007	Breath with me
Poetry (Reflective)	05/20/2007	The art of standing alone
Poetry (Spiritual)	05/16/2007	static and light.
Poetry (Love)	05/16/2007	storm skies and sunny weather
Poetry	05/13/2007	unhinged and really going no where
Poetry	05/11/2007	Such a pretty blade
Poetry (Personal)	05/11/2007	Look, I am but a pretty picture on the wall
Poetry (Love)	05/10/2007	Every minute tastes like rain
Poetry (Tribute)	05/01/2007	a prayer in the cemetary
Poetry	04/17/2007	Burn me alive
Poetry	04/14/2007	a twisted way to change
Poetry (Fiction)	04/04/2007	tragedy is a flower of a different hue.
Poetry (Love)	04/01/2007	Shall I compare thee?
Poetry	03/15/2007	You are such a pity.
Poetry	03/07/2007	a mocking of humanity
Poetry	02/23/2007	just one of those days...
Poetry (Reflective)	02/21/2007	affinity of emptiness
Poetry (Love)	02/17/2007	cinnamon and spice (revised)
Poetry	02/15/2007	touch me again...
Poetry	02/15/2007	fall back to the last
Poetry (Love)	02/15/2007	no sunshine friend
Poetry	02/14/2007	All I want is some nicotine
Poetry (Personal)	02/12/2007	Can I follow you?
Poetry	01/30/2007	salt and pain
Poetry	01/29/2007	hmmm...
Poetry (Reflective)	01/29/2007	the scent of smothered blossoms.
Poetry (Abuse)	01/23/2007	A little less the bride
Poetry (Depressed)	01/23/2007	shades of blue
Poetry	01/16/2007	...and it was beautiful.
Poetry	01/13/2007	ah, to be so random.
Poetry	01/13/2007	hush little baby.....
Poetry	11/10/2006	And you thought you knew me.
Poetry (Love)	11/10/2006	a taste of the season.
Poetry (Reflective)	11/10/2006	drift
Poetry (Spiritual)	11/02/2006	You have searched through me.
Poetry (Personal)	10/30/2006	at winters edge
Poetry (Reflective)	01/26/2005	torn into pieces.
Poetry (Depressed)	12/06/2004	I know I'm nothing, you don't have to tell me...
Poetry (Depressed)	12/06/2004	Losing what's already lost
Poetry (Tribute)	12/04/2004	You can never say beautiful too much...
Poetry (Personal)	12/01/2004	where do we go now?
Poetry (Fiction)	11/30/2004	Whisper, whisper, in the night....
Poetry (Reflective)	11/30/2004	Broken innocence
Poetry (Personal)	11/30/2004	Ashes in the wind
Poetry (Personal)	11/24/2004	Cracks in the system
Poetry (Ironic)	11/24/2004	all dreams soon die
Poetry (Structured)	11/24/2004	Becoming the enemy
Poetry (Abuse)	11/22/2004	Stopping the violent thoughts
Poetry (Depressed)	11/21/2004	All my tears
Poetry (Depressed)	11/18/2004	Bleeding away
Poetry (Tribute)	11/18/2004	children in the minds of our elders
Poetry (Reflective)	11/16/2004	What can't be seen
Poetry (Fantasy)	10/06/2004	figments
Poetry (Personal)	09/30/2004	With glasses and Masquarade masks.
Poetry	09/30/2004	Lavender kisses

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