
I have been kind of changing alot lately. I thought I knew who I was but I think I was fooling myself more than anyone else, silly isn't it? Lately I have been looking for a place to belong, a home, but it is just a way to keep myself busy I think. I don't feel at home anywhere, yet accepting this seems to help me find a home within myself. Wierd how that sounds..
I have my depression but it comes and goes. usually lasts two to three weeks at a time but it doesn't really bother me anymore. I know it is something I am just going to have to live with. I really don't want anyone else to live with it, it is mine and shouldn't burden others. So for the most part I keep a happy face whether I am or not. One thing I do know is I have empathy from everything I have seen and felt and done and I can relate to most everyone. Now I am just rambling...
I guess I do that.