a craving hits me in the night
keeps from the sleep
that would ease my exausted plight.
Just an ache in my chest
that consumes my thoughts to no end.
A taste, just a taste of what i want,
perhaps more, a hacking decaying feast,
to put my addiction at ease.
Make it still for one more hour,
just one more day.
I want to inhale and hold it close
never exhale till it hurts,
hurts to much not to let go.
A black and rotting flesh
holds my air so percariously.
Just one, but maybe two.
Lovers that kill me kindly
kill me slowly.
In the back of my mind I know it hurts,
in my heart I know i am dying.
I could live one more day
if only I could put away the need.
The need for methol filled tar,
that just makes my lungs unceasingly bleed.
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