heartache like a blanket
covers me in shivers and regret.
I could choose now,
if I knew it would do me good.

I am lost on the inside,
alone in my confusion and indecisive rot.
Ah, I could forget now,
and be once again alone.

Yet. Alone is so cold,
it turnes my heart blue,
and my head blank.
A tedious existance at best.

I love you. I hate you.
I want you, I can live without you.
Take my hand, oh wait you did,
And still distrusting, here is where I sit.

We have no memories, no filling treasury.
It says I have no more strength,
this love takes to much to give.
Still, love me and wait for me.

I can be the woman you need,
if not today, a future state.
then I will take your hand
and for once be able to stand.

If you [Log In] as a member you can discuss this work with others