Woke up this morning,
I couldnt sleep at all,
Praying in my heart,
That today you would call,
Looked at the clock,
4:00am so I got about 3 hours of sleep,
I guess thats not so bad,
Considering the circumstances,
I managed to choke down a bowl of cereal,
Which was good because my stomach pained from hunger,
Lack of food will do that to ya,
I cant believe it,
I wont believe it,
Its weird how it all felt like a crazy dream,
But now as I sit and write this I know it was true,
A harsh reality as I have said it before,
I thought about the knife,
You would be so proud of me,
I never even came close,
I want to prove to you I love you,
I wont give up like that,
Even now I have nothing to live for,
Even now that I have lost you,
I pray you come back to me,
I looked at the stars all night and prayed,
I prayed for us,
Remember the stars baby,
Remember how they used to make us feel inside,
remember when you promised forever,
Well I guess you lied,
You always told me it would be different,
Well no I sit alone with my shattered broken heart and I know that it is not....You hurt me... I love you!
Copying this work to another webpage without author permission is plagiarism.
Plagiarism is a misdemeanor, usually punishable by fines of $100-$50000 and up to one year in jail.
Comments on Early morning ramblings of a psycho lonely girl...