My lifelines are gone
I'm all alone
I have nothing but empty emotions to keep me company in this lonely life
People all around me
Pretending to care
Drones with programmed responses and mach feelings to their fellow man
Empathy runs deep
Through hollow thoughts
In all reality I don't care I don't know what this futile exsistence holds in store for me
I am sorry
To those I hurt
Those of you who truly cared those of you who were true friends and companions
Routine boredom
Fills my life
The continuity used to keep me going day to day now the repetition has worn me down
There's no other way
I want out
The easiest way out I can't take this lonely, empathetic, montonous life anymore
The pain
Only lasts a short time
The razor slices deep and easily, exposing vein and an instant flow of crimson blood
Warm steady flow
Quick release
Open wounds bleed the life quickly and the light that is my life is bled from my soul
*Dedicated to Daniel Rion Wood*
Copyright 2004 Erica Evans
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