I’m simply alone…

Inside my soul,
pain crushes my heart like a free house that stumbles on the dirt
time says “hello”
Causes that hang on the ceiling, cannot stay put
Waiting for the night,
To hide the soreness, give me sweet dreams
It’s really strange the way I love you
It’s even stranger the way I love myself
Love how I loose, sometimes gain

City lights that turn on and off
Humidity that strangles me
But brings thoughts of you
The one that comes and goes
Kills and heals
Loves and hates
That leaves me hanging here
Love that gives birth to sun
Love that is a pesticide
Tears that clean a road
I need something
I miss you!

I promised I wouldn’t say
Never admit that I do miss you
Promised to never write letters
But there is something
A little hairball in my throat
I want to get it you
But you, doctor, have other patients

I want to fall in you arms
Feel free to dream
sheltered to love
I want to feel white
Not blue, doesn’t match

In the very end I decided to forget
Yes, put a stop to love, hate and all the packet
Burn the files of my days with you
Pain the walls so your marks won’t be there anymore
Drown the sea so it can never give me back a sunset
And then,
All there is to it
Just die…
Maybe in peace
But without a RIP
Not for me
Just a note
To cry for myself!

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