"Self Vs. Self" by Soulseeker
| Six-Out |
| stormtalk |
| anth |
| Angel With The Scabbed Wings |
| MEATGRINDER MAN |
| A bit on the possessive side |
| These Tears (Bittersweet Time) |
| A True Heart Break |
| The PoeT's giFt/The PoEt's CurSe |
| The Struggle For Sincerity |
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I washed away the tears with a sense of dignity,
the difficulty or regaining ground is times by infinity. I hid my pain behind a wall, I no longer stand, but only crawl. I once played the cards I was delt. I painted on my smile no matter how I felt. Now I feel emotionally drained, nothing was acomplished nor was it gained. There was once so many things I admired, now I am restless and my brain is tired. I was always able to help thoses who were burned, I taught them lessons but I never learned. It's sad to say that I am my own worst enemy, hating myself is a natural tendency. Some would say these feelings are normal for teens, that we make simplicity turn to dramatic scenes. This for me is an every day obsession, I fucking hate myself.. That's my confession. How could anyone love this empty bag of bones? They couldn't.. I was put here to fight alone. Maybe my problem is I can't love until I love myself, yet I have no desire.. I'm stubborn and refuse help. I'll close me up in my thoughts and leave this behind, destiny and fate will guide me to claim what is mine. This Self Vs. Self game is offically my best ability, may God himself carry to to tranquility. Copyright 2004 Soulseeker
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On Friday September 10th, 2004, sexually_sadistic (499) writes:
this is fucking awesome. i added it to my faves. this really hits home! ~sex~
On Saturday August 21st, 2004, MEATGRINDER MAN (510) writes:
I agree w/ONEANDLONELY. I hope you'll remember the things you told me, along w/the things I said to you. ~Shane~
On Friday August 20th, 2004, An Expired Member (25) writes:
That was a very good piece...I liked it alot, good job.
On Thursday August 12th, 2004, ONEANDLONELY (138) writes:
there is a great big space for your poetry in me.
On Monday August 2nd, 2004, inthewakeofshadows (52) writes:
very well written piece of work here...i did enjoy -wake
On Sunday August 1st, 2004, sixsixnine (490) writes:
i feel like i can trully relate .. tired of my shit so it was me i was against... trully awesome the way you capture that here*669*
On Saturday July 31st, 2004, MABUS (21) writes:
i can relate alot to this poem, the whole self v self issue
On Friday July 30th, 2004, Whisper (137) writes:
This is a very touching write. I could feel the emotion put into it.
-Lich-
On Thursday July 29th, 2004, An Expired Member (8) writes:
haha its good that you've gotten over this...it scared me a little....but very powerfull write! :D *Kayle*
On Thursday July 29th, 2004, ONEANDLONELY (138) writes:
honesty with thyself is sooo good....being able to put it into words that all can relate to is a gift...write on...
On Thursday July 29th, 2004, Soulseeker (120) writes:
By the way everyone... This is where I use to be... For the new and improved check out my profile for details! Bethany
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