What's up with you?

"Nothing in particular..."

You seem disturbed,
Why don't you smile anymore?

"I don't know? It's been a while...
 I guess I just don't feel like it"

I have a joke for you,
Once there was a boy and a rabbit...

"Heard it before! Infact I told you that one..."

Oh yeah. You read it from that web site,

"Listen, music...woah! I feel funny inside..."

Yeah, well you always do when you hear that song.
You love your songs don't you?

"Yeah...music is the only thing that doesn't hit back"

Music just gives, it never takes. That's beautiful.

"If music was a person, this would be a great relationship"

Weirdo!! You always come up with crap like this...

"Screw you. You'll never really understand what I mean..."

I always understand what you mean...

"You always screw me over when I try to explain it to others"

That's because you never use me properly before you start blabbing!

"That's true...I sometimes use you. But you're usually thinking about
 other stuff. You think too much...why aren't you ever quiet?"

I have no idea. Get a CatScan. Maybe you'll find a tumor...

"Oh great. A tumor. Maybe I'll find nothing and end up wasting my time"

Why don't you go get a drink with your friends, that'll shut me up for
a while...

"Nope. Don't want a drink. Maybe I will go out though."

No, stay...we haven't finished chatting yet

"Shut-Up!! Just Shut-Up!! I can't take it anymore...be quiet,
 let me rest...let me sleep..."

Girls, eh? Go fig!! You say you like em and they spit in your face...

"Shut-Up!! Don't go there!! I want to forget...I want to forget..."

Hey, well you could be friends? If she actually liked you...
which she doesn't seem to. She doesn't make the effort like you...

"SHUTUP!! SHUT-THE-FUCK-UP!! I'm warning you!!"

Why should you care? You'd only give up your life for her...So what if
she doesn't even like you as a friend...

"quiet...be quiet...please...I can't take it anymore...
 night after night, the same thing..."

So what if she's the only girl that made you crazy like this, she
doesn't care...
Hell, you torture yourself like this for nothing, you know? She doesn't
give a shit about you...
You might aswell forget her...but you can't. You want her.
You want her so bad that it hurts. With everyday that goes by and she
continues to ignore you, the knife that was placed into your heart
twists...and twists...and twists...
Soon, your heart will bleed it's last drop.
Then you'll never love anyone ever again...then all you'll have left
are these bitter thoughts...

"...If I could cry, I would...that would shut you up!!
 But I can't...I'm dry..."

It's your fault you know? You did everything wrong!!
You stupid fucker...why? You couldn't just leave things alone,
could you?
Could you?
Could You?!?
COULD YOU?!?!

"...no...
 ...
 ..
 .
 It's not my fault...it can't be my fault...it just can't..."

Denial...that's it! Keep saying that, maybe you'll wake up one day
and actually believe it...stupid prick!!

"...you are one hell of a bitch!! When I die, I'm gonna donate you
 to science...let them cut you up. Brains suck, big time!!"

(To be continued...)

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