Things I should've said,
words I meant to tell you, but didn't
I can't take it anymore,
Life's too short for secrets, especially mine.

To those whom I loved:
      I meant to show you, but didn't know how,
      Some of you knew it, others I left you in the dark,
      I looked out for you the most, and would've given it all
            selflessly.

To those whom I treasured:
      I want you to know, you're not my best friends,
      you're not my enemy either, you are my truest friends,
      I knew I could trust you with anything, but didn't
            selfishly.

To the one that got away:
      I had unforgettable things, little to you, large to me,
      we had times of hardship and passion, we went through it all,
      I knew you inside and out, but still not as well as I wanted,
            lovingly.

To those whom were lighthearted with me:
      I know you all fit in other spots, but you all fed me through hardships,
      you might have known, maybe not, but my addictions were always to escape,
      I drank, toked, smoked, fought with and for you, you all were the best,
            I mean it.

To those whom looked out for me:
      I thought some of you hated me, and were otu to get me,
      but I realized maybe you didn't like the things I did, but you took care of me,
      I did intolerable things, you turned me in for them, but no hard feelings.
            Thank you all.

To everyone else
      I may not have known you, maybe I did,
      Perhaps I was a dick but that's how I was an sure I'll be the same,
      I know also some of you don't think you fit in another spot,
            But you do.

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