i do so despise -----------------------------//I.
in a fashion --------------------------//AM STEEL. I am
of the cold and cruel--------------------------//not crying. I
clamy hands strangling--------------------------//am not thinking
empty headed offenders ---------------------------//of dying. I

with driven hate --------------------------//am not screaming
these creatures--------------------------//inside. I am not
despicable and--------------------------//I am not. Ironfaced
suddenly everything --------------------------//and cold
i long to crush:--------------------------//Not insecure. NOT

the emotional--------------------------//not afraid
whining sniveling--------------------------//doubting myself
emo----------------------------//every step
tional putz-----------------------------//in any way!
broadcasting sweaty-----------------------------//I AM. Not.
misguided yearnings-----------------------------//Fucking christ
and make believe -----------------------------//I swear. I am
problems-----------------------------//goddamn special
to the world-----------------------------//I don't
'just. love -----------------------------//NEED ANYTHING
embrace-----------------------------//from anyone. I
hold stop-----------------------------//am not. FIGHT
so lonely.'-----------------------------//all my Battles
in cracked angsty-----------------------------//ALONE. I
tones of squallid -----------------------------//am something
prepubescent misery-----------------------------//unique and
over and-----------------------------//alive. I am
over-----------------------------//not. NOT. NOT
sapping out life-----------------------------//ever about to
like a broken toy -----------------------------//crumple and
squealing pig-----------------------------//give in. I'm
sapping about life-----------------------------//not afraid.
every. second. word.-----------------------------//all I want.
cutting up your-----------------------------//is not.
arms like-----------------------------//Not to be loved
desperately needing someone-----------------------------//don't make
someone to care-----------------------------//me laugh.
ride with them -----------------------------//don't need to
get used to-----------------------------//tell anyone
rollercoasters-----------------------------//am NOT afraid
YOU ARE NOT.-----------------------------//to ask. I AM
Alone-----------------------------//I AM. Not
every zitfaced-----------------------------//desperate
dark grease pusshead-----------------------------//for attention.
is thinking-----------------------------//Not. Desperate
the exact-----------------------------//for someone to
same -----------------------------//love. NOT I am
thing-----------------------------//NOT WEAK.


I am not.
I am not
I am...
not alone.

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