“Promise me you won’t do anything stupid.”
“Of course not.”
“Good.”
Why would it be stupid?
Surely it’s the most rational response,
If something hurts it makes sense to end it.
Right?
“You promised me.”
“I know, I’m sorry.”
Am I?
Sorry it didn’t work, maybe
But there’s plenty of time.
Time to be fixed?
Time to fix.
“Are you going?”
“To have my head shrunk? No.”
“Why?”
To puke it up all over again?
I’ll pass, thanks.
Talk about your own issues.
There’s plenty.
“We want to help you.”
“Don’t need help.”
“Denial.”
Hate that word. Just a word.
Doesn’t mean me, define me.
Denial
Denial
Denial
D-e-n-i-a-l
DE-FUCKING-NIAL
Loses all meaning doesn’t it?
If you say it enough times.
Well you have, more than.
D
E
N
I
A
L
“You’re scaring me.”
“I’m scaring myself.”
Maybe that’s what I am.
Not denying, fully aware and terrified.
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