~He, Who I Cannot Have~ Continued...

continued...


I walked a blazing desert, barefoot
In scorching summer heat
And all I have to show for it
Are scarred and blistered feet

Tonight I'll sleep on beds of fire
But in Heaven I once stood
And waited for you patiently
Til no longer I could

Angels locked the door to heaven
With my soul forever banned
Now I'm standing here with Satan
Because I waited on this man

So as the darkness falls upon you
And you're wishing I was there
As my heart is growing stronger
Let me make your's more aware

I would have loved you endlessly
I would have held your hand until-
The world had stopped its spinning
And everything stood still

I would have given you most everything
But, I didn't have enough
So I'm still standing here with Satan
And still I want your love...

• A former member wrote: *nodding I'm not going to say I know how you feel.... because I don't, but this speaks to me. I am waiting on someone to realize he wants to be with me... to be enough... or at least I wish he would.
  
  
• On Tuesday, December 7, 2004, Black_Cherry_Doll_ (75) wrote:
  
  Again you leave me speechless---steph
  
  
• On Saturday, December 4, 2004, Violet (90) wrote:
  
  This is so sad. I've had my share of bad relationships, but most of them ended by my own stupidity. I'm sorry 'he' was such a dipshit.
  
  
• On Tuesday, September 28, 2004, DarkWolf (419) wrote:
  
  You have great talent indeed. I love the style you write in. This aches all the way through.. such a loss.. such pain.. -Michael
  
  
• On Tuesday, June 8, 2004, Mistress Shadow (327) wrote:
  
  Great rhyme pattern. I think I followed this, but I guess I better go read the first to make sure. ~T~