We never really could have made it because of her utter inconsideration and selfishness. We went to a party last night and it seemed as if it were them against me. Thats why things will never be like they were, when they were at their best.

Thanks for boosting your insecure ego at my expense. Taring me down only because you know I stand alone.

According to you both, I am the one at fault here. Me and all of "my kind". Now, "No offense" is tacked after every sentence containing the word Tweaker. Now there is yet another brick wall that youve built between us.

Im sorry but I refuse to continue to tare them down.

You feel safe and comfortable in your little unhappy world that you cover up and fool yourself with the guise of "Love". Whatever happened to the free spirit I used to know and admire? The girl who couldnt be tighed down or tamed. The inevitable heart breaker that never really stuck to anything in front of her.

What happened to the one I ernestly connected with? The girl that knows deep down that she is now unhappy for a whole new set of reasons.

Somehow, you have managed to lock her away in dark silence. Pretending that your life is so much better without drugs is all you can do to divert your attention away from a stale, charade of a relationship that you cant seem to extinguish. Little girl, you dont need a man. You are not the independent woman you strive to be. You want to be told what to do, even if it means living a lie.

Well you can keep your fairy tale, be whisked away by your knight in shining armor: but clearly all that glorious metal has reflected light into your eyes and youre blind to the pauper that is struggling to support your weight.

Im not hopeful that you will see the error of your ways, nor am i surprised that once again, youve placed a man before me.

I know that someday, you will steal away into the night and make your way back to your old kingdom. However, this chambermaid will no longer await your return.

 I made the decision long ago, never again to wait at your bedside pining over my lost Lady Katherine.

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