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These things I dare not speak

I crave the darkness, and watch the crimson bleed
Lost in my eternal sleep
I try to smoke away my pain
happiness Ill never gain

I love you
even though you used me
but I hate you all the same
my soul has turned to black
my mind has gone insane

I try to forget
but I am so numb inside
The red I must release
no one ever sees me cry
someone help me, someone please

I dream the things I dare not speak
I sit in the corner of my mind
Lost inside myself
I search for love ill never find

I am slowly slipping away from you
my sanity is all gone
Iv lost control
I can’t stop it all
In your silence watch me fall

A cut for each sorrow that will not seem to pass
The memories all but clear
I have to run, I want to hide
I need to get away from here

These things I dare not speak
they are always with me
all the sadness, all the memories
I will never be set free

My life has lost its meaning
I am lost in this confusion
I think ill end it all
because you always let me fall

These things I dare not speak
are tearing me apart
I can’t take the pain anymore, why can’t you see?
so with this knife, I take my life
and forever ill be free

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On Tuesday December 13th, 2005, LordBrosnian (63) writes:

I've been there...I was always a noose man ma'self...Must be the cowboy in me

On Tuesday May 17th, 2005, Labitina (45) writes:

wow, I can feel the emotion in this, I can relate to the feelings, nice write

On Sunday December 26th, 2004, An Expired Member (8) writes:

beautifully expressive...i know exactly how you feel.

On Thursday November 25th, 2004, An Expired Member (61) writes:

wow i love this. i can relate to it and just amazing...

On Wednesday November 24th, 2004, Beautiful Scars (245) writes:

This love was better off lost

On Saturday February 4th, 2006, MindRape (861) writes:

i am glad to hear you say that...nice poem

On Sunday October 31st, 2004, JustBnMe (60) writes:

damn, lost love sucks

On Tuesday August 10th, 2004, MEATGRINDER MAN (510) writes:

Love & hate are 4 letter words. So is life. You are a part of this, & also apart from this. Thanks for sharing.

On Wednesday July 14th, 2004, Bella Butchery (1106) writes:

dancing with the concept of death and the emotion behind it and all that has led to those thoughts is beautiful the way you write about it. i can say that you are talented and are amazingly descriptive.

On Tuesday June 22nd, 2004, darkangelXlll (175) writes:

you i really connect to your writing and think thats why its so great i read this one like 5 times already you are so amazin. once again left me with a tear in each eye wow.. ~darlin :)

On Tuesday June 22nd, 2004, darkangelXlll (175) writes:

i love this it is one of the best thing ive read so far you have this unique way of expressing these feelings it just gives me shivers and id like to tell you that you have many friends here in dp your a great writer and i look foward to readin more from

On Wednesday June 2nd, 2004, Beautiful Scars (245) writes:

Thanks:) *smiles, and accepts the big hug*

On Monday May 31st, 2004, Johny_D_Lewis (603) writes:

if you need a friend, dp mail me and i will reply, *offers a big hug*

On Tuesday May 25th, 2004, Instant Insanity (735) writes:

Be free, I like it, Wow, Thats amazing, But No matter how hard I try, I can never be free

On Tuesday May 25th, 2004, Cinn (187) writes:

this is sad and heartbreaking but written very well, nice work

On Tuesday May 25th, 2004, Starfilled Starburst Starless (15) writes:

your work brings me near tears. so sad. you write so beautifully -star

On Monday May 24th, 2004, murder_in_clubland (497) writes:

wow i think everyone has secret thoguhts.. i really like this...~ss

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