as i sit here waiting
     waiting
for life to finally
  come to an end
for time to finally pass by
and decide to take me along with it
     life
life is nothing
 life is pain
    hate
 and misery

what's it worth to breath
 what's it worth to walk
   talk
    run
     rise
      sit
       laugh or even giggle


 when you cant even have the simplicity of
         joy and happiness

          what's it worth

tears begin to drop down my cheeks
   slowly wetting my face
     leaving stains
        leaving permeant trace
to the thought of how much i desire to disappear
  into the fine mist of air
   and be forgotten
 and erased
    from every-ones thoughts
      dreams
       and nightmare
 to be erased from every-ones past

those thoughts frightens me
 they give me shivers and chills down my back
they raise even the smallest hairs behind my neck
  those thoughts give me a pain
so big and strong and buried deep inside my soul
  it hurts to know IM useless
   and worthless
it hurts to know I want to die
  and that IM giving up
     it hurts
   I cry and cry
  my eyes begin to get sore

        that's it im done
    and that's all ive decides to take
       

        this is the end.

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