slowly fucking myself (up)
slowly fucking myself (over)
why can't i just erase this?
stop(rewind)re-record(OVER!)
but nothing can be easy anymore

i cannot erase this

the worst part is
              (is that it's my fault
                            my fault)
is that i didn't enjoy it
              (not really)
you didn't mean it
              (not one word)
the things you said last night

and the sad part was
that i knew it
              (way before you opened
               your fucking mouth)
and i could feel myself


digging my own goddamn grave




.But i did it anyway.
     

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