I love and trusted you,
With all of my heart,
Until that day came when,
You shattered them both apart.

I never said I loved you,
But you know that I care.
I debated whether to say it,
But I did not dare.

I didn't want to ask for much,
For things you couldn't give.
For I'm used to not getting what I want.
I've become used to the way I live.

I knew it wouldn't last forever,
I knew that it would end.
I knew that when I left in April,
That my heart would mend.

I know that you meant well,
But now you've lost my trust.
And for a relationship of any kind,
That one emotion is a must.

It's only been three days,
And I miss you so much.
I keep wanting to do what I used to.
Talking, dancing, kissing, and such.

The house seems so empty,
Without your presence there.
I don't feel like doing anything,
Except to stare at empty air.

You could have done it gradually,
By moving into the dorm.
But still to see each other,
And let our lives go back to norm.

I would slowly let you go,
As you would let me.
And we'd slowly drift apart.
And then we'd both be free.

But right now I really miss you,
And I think you miss me too.
Right now we're hurting each other,
And that just will not do.

There's go to be something,
That can be done.
Because now whether you're there or not,
My life isn't that much fun.

Right now I'm miserable,
I think you know that.
Even though I try not to show it,
Especially to you, that's a fact.

I try to act that I'm okay,
That I'm through crying.
But I can't keep up this charade.
I can't keep up this lying.

Now I've let you know,
And it's all up to you.
Think about what I've said,
And what we're going to do.

Because if we keep this up,
We'll end up hating each other,
We tried to do it your way.
I think it's time we tried another.


**Another old poem that I wrote a long time ago***

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