To Dawn:
     I remember the night
     he told me so true
     We couldn't talk anymore
     All because of you
     I backed off quietly
     To let you through
     Knowing the whole time
     That he loved me too
     Now you should ask yourself
     How inferior are you?
     Feelings of hate anger and jealousy
     Just to name a few

To Kevin:
     I glare at your photograph
     A chill runs through my bones
     This anger fills me everywhere
     When I think of the now-knowns
     The way you looked at me then
     Sent me into soft moans
     But remembering that look now
     Induces nothing but groans
     Embarassed at the way I once felt
     The feelings that my hate now owns
     Angry with myself and with you
     A scream escapes my lips in indescribable tones

To Liz:
     My entire life i've loved you, Liz
     Now my enjoyment is much too slight
     To deal with the endless bullshit
     Nothing you do anymore seems right
     I'm glad i've given up on you
     And pulled you into the light
     Don't get me wrong, dear cousin
     I don't want to fight
     But when you scream at my Austin
     I get angry at the sight
     Now I just can't believe
     We were ever so damn tight

                     *A work in progress.... so much more hate to add*

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