"He'll only tear you apart, sweetheart"
I knew it just as well as she did
She was right
I'd be the same as her
In the end were so alike
Fore someone i'd resented for so long
I was wrong
Should have heeded her warnings
*****
I cried alone for hours that night
My knees scraped from the fall
The defeat so humbling
After the battle so long
My eyes looked up
There you were
"Why are you always the one there
To pick up the pieces when I fail"
*****
"Spread your legs some more you slut"
I've heard it all my life
My stepfather...
The rapist, abusive piece of shit
My fiance
Who I hurt so many times
My grandparents
The two who've always been there
*****
"You're meant to be alone
You'll never make anyone happy
You're useless
Dead to me"
Goodbye
© 2007 Rochelle JohnnyJohn
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