prepare
to slowly repair
this bitter lonliness aware
i know i sit in emptyness' chair
waiting for the dead silence to dare
me to give up on myself like those who don't care

if i live,if i
d
i
e
if i smile,if i
c
r
y
if i breathe,if i
c
h
o
k
e
if i'm fixed,if i'm
b
r
o
k
e

i'm nothing

if...

i don't ...

rewind
every single kind
word i spoke only to find
my weakness made me go blind
taking several steps back falling behind
into the darkness of sorrow shadowing all that shined

if i rise,if i
f
a
l
l
if i'm silent,if i
c
a
l
l
if i stand,if i
k
n
e
e
l
if i hide,if i
p
e
e
l

i'm nothing

if...

i don't...

look in
look at
look beyond

myself

all i'll ever be is an
IF......

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