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My Latest Realization

Why can't things be the way they used to be?
Back when appearance didn't matter, when things I said/did meant something to someone?
Although, I guess I must be naive, because it took me 17 years to figure out that truly, nothing I've said/done has had any effect on anyone. That no one really cares. That everyone's really just out for themselves, that in reality, no one will ever care the way I want or need them to.
So I guess, what I really realized is that I'll be alone forever, that things will never be the way I wish they could be... that my life is pointless.
Ok, maybe I'm wrong, everyone's not really out for themselves, there are a few people out there that really care, and if you've found them, congrats, and if u haven't, good luck... but as for me... I guess I'm just better off alone...

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On Wednesday January 5th, 2005, BleedSilver (373) writes:

I care. Your words inspire me, and that has a direct effect on me. So you can't say you don't effect anybody.

On Monday November 1st, 2004, Rebel_Angel (402) writes:

There are people out there that care, just look a little harder. Remember people throughout the years, maybe someone still cares...

On Friday October 15th, 2004, An Expired Member (55) writes:

*sharing

On Friday October 15th, 2004, An Expired Member (55) writes:

yeah... unfortunately (since i happen to be a very big pessimist) im going to have to agree with you. not that you'll be alone forever, but that everybody only does what is in THEIR best interests and put themselves before everybody else. thanks for shari

On Tuesday October 5th, 2004, Zhee (640) writes:

this is more like cognitive distortion... its only as you see it.. i hope you will find happiness...i just think no matter how close you are with someone part of you will always be alone...

On Sunday October 3rd, 2004, Solace (1424) writes:

Why is being alone so bad, so horrible...Those who complain about being alone as if its a bad thing are the people who shouldn't be alone...ever...If your better off alone then you'll enjoy being alone...

On Sunday October 3rd, 2004, braindead_poet (581) writes:

keep in mind that reality is only as you perceive it. take a look at yourself and ask the questions you would love to rub in everyone else's faces. the answers you get might not be all that comforting. Change has to begin with us.

On Sunday October 3rd, 2004, braindead_poet (581) writes:

and also think that all you claim to know really isn't anything, and that you'll never really know anything. you can ponder and speculate until the cows come home, but that's all it amounts to.

On Sunday October 3rd, 2004, braindead_poet (581) writes:

keep an open mind and you may start seeing life in a new light. I think we've all been here at one point in our lives or another. *smiles*

On Sunday October 3rd, 2004, Angst Queen (471) writes:

aw sweetheart, thats sad. i'm more then happy to be here for you if you'll have me

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